Sunday, September 26, 2010

Life is messy.

"Maybe we have to mess up, before we can step up" - Alex Karev


I was watching Greys Anatomy today, and at the end of the episode there was this quote, this saying that i really liked. It said "Maybe we have to mess up, before we can step up" now after the week i have been having these were just about the most beautiful words i had ever heard, and they got me thinking. In my life i have done a lot of messing up, i have made a lot of stupid decisions, a lot of stupid mistakes. But what if, in my life, i just haven't fiinished the messing up part yet? what if all of this messy crap has just been preparing me for that moment, that one beautiful moment where i step up? that moment where i pick myself off the gound and i show the world just how much i have to offer. What if these last 19 years of my life have just been one really big mess up?. I know this probably isn't the case, probably isn't good, looking at your life as just a big mess up, but i think it's how im going to choose to see it, because believing that maybe im still in the mess up part of my life gives me hope that maybe i haven't missed my chance to step up. It gives me hope that maybe the good times are ahead of me, that maybe, just maybe, i haven't completely botched my chances yet. So im going to believe in the mess up, because maybe believing in the mess up is what gives us the hope, and the streangth, to finally step up.

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