Why cant life have an easy button?

"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day." - E. B. White


I SUCK at self motivation. If there was nothing forcing me to wake up in the morning, nothing that i had to do, i would probably sit on my butt all day long. The sad thing about this is, i would probably enjoy it tremendously. It seems like everyday i have a million things i want to do, things i want to see, read, eat, experience, but i can never seem to get myself to actually do them. I guess you could say that im more of a self thinker then a self motivater. I will sit and think up an idea and then plan out every little detail, this part i enjoy, but then, after i have planned it all out and the thinking part ends and the doing part begins, that is where i have trouble. I have always hated this about myself, it frustrates me beyond belief! but have i fixed it? no, not so much. The most frustrating thing about this perdiciment i always seem to find myself in is that i really and honestly want to do something. I want to make a difference, i want to do something amazing, be something amazing, but i always seem to stand in my own way. I am my own roadblock. How do you find your way around a roadblock if you are the roadblock? how do you change your problem when your problem is that you cant seem to change? The answers to these questions i haven't figured out yet. Sometimes i wish i had an easy button. You know, from the staples commercials? how much easier would life be if you could just click a button and have everything magically work out? but i guess that's not how life works. Life is not an easy button, life is a "hey, this life thing kind of sucks. But if you try hard and make the right decisions it will suck a little less." button. So i guess that's what i'll do. I will try a little harder to be more proactive, be more self motivating. And hey, maybe if i acomplish that, i'll be able to make an easy button of my own.